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SOAP

by Purple Negative

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1.
SOAP 02:55
Takes your arm to scratch its own back Wipes the blood on the back of your neck Leads you on, leads you down the drain There you meet new friends, they feel no anger no pain You cling to hope It crashes you completely You’re left with only life itself to blame entirely You cling to hope It crashes you completely You’re left with life itself to blame entirely Lays beside you to help you fall asleep Walks away just to hear you weep You’re still alive but now you feel like a fool When you see how it’s laughing and pointing at you You cling to hope It crashes you completely You’re left with only life itself to blame entirely You cling to hope It crashes you completely You’re left with life itself to blame entirely Takes your arm to scratch its own back Wipes the blood on the back of your neck Leads you on, leads you down the drain There you meet new friends, they feel no anger no pain You cling to hope It crashes you completely You’re left with life itself to blame entirely
2.
You say it’s hard enough to be alive And you don’t have to have a life yet But I can’t grow in a place like this I need dirty air not empty promises I feel nostalgia in places I haven’t been I miss the life I haven’t lived Escaping my identity with half a teaspoon of insanity I’ve forgotten how it feels to have anxiety Escaping my identity with half a teaspoon of insanity I’ve forgotten how it feels to have anxiety Escaping my identity Six hours away from reality For a moment there I tought I was happy Staying in my own skin is agonising And it leads to antisocializing ‘Cause I can’t grow in a place like this I need dirty air not empty promises Escaping my identity Six hours away from reality For a moment there I tought I was happy Escaping my identity with half a teaspoon of insanity I’ve forgotten how it feels to have anxiety Escaping my identity Six hours away from reality For a moment there I tought I was happy Well I’m here now I don’t have much Just getting by While I’m still alive Well I’m here now I don’t know why I pretend I don’t mind I pretend I don’t lie And my nose bleeds As realities collide I see the life that I can’t have I’m terrified Escaping my identity with half a teaspoon of insanity I’ve forgotten how it feels to have anxiety Escaping my identity Six hours away from reality In a moment there I realized I was never happy
3.
Disposable 03:23
I met you right after I turned seventeen My hopes were still up, my hair was still green I had a really good time the few times we actually talked But isn’t it enough now I knew Since very first snow till the first atumn leaves I knew You’ve carried me around just in case of need Use me, leave me Never show who are you really I’ll obsess over you Even though you don’t need me Use me, forget me I don’t mind I still need you here Even if we’re undefined Where have all the good people gone Where they here all along Was I selfish, was I ungrateful Was it my fault, was it my fault? You knew where to find me You know where I live, you know where I hide You turned your back New excuses, new lies I chose you over my joy and sanity But you were wasting my time As you were standing next to me I knew Since very first snow till the first atumn leaves I knew You’ve carried me around just in case of need Use me, leave me Never show who are you really I’ll obsess over you Even though you don’t need me Use me , forget me I don’t mind I still need you here Even if we’re undefined Where have all the good people gone Where they here all along Was I selfish, was I ungrateful Was it my fault, was it my fault? Where have all the good people gone I’ve scared away each and everyone Use me, leave me Never show who are you really I’ll obsess over you Even though you don’t need me Use me, forget me I don’t mind I still need you here Even if we’re undefined Where have all the good people gone Where they here all along I am selfish, I am ungrateful Was it my fault, was it my fault?
4.
Misplaced 04:01
Why do I feel so misplaced? My home doesn’t feel like home anymore What if it goes to waste? Too far from perfection, not close to good You say it’s ‘cause of the stress Even if it’s true, I’m fucked anyway Arrogance is my gift, I want to be the best Yet I keep finding something in myself to detest Maybe I fear too much Maybe I fear more than I should I took water and sand Now I can’t get out of the mud I should lay lower than grass Give up what has always been out of my reach My skin is burning, I feel so cold Sabotage is my friend and I feel so alone Why do I feel so alone I have nowhere else to go I go with the flow ‘Cause I have nowhere else to go Why do I feel so misplaced? My home doesn’t feel like home anymore What if it goes to waste?

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Our first EP!

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released November 27, 2018

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Purple Negative is a female fronted alternative/indie rock band from Latvia.

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